Four month now, since my last entry. The classes this semester went unexpectedly wrong, and well, nothing else went quite right either. Some how I let small things influence me left and right again. I wonder is it because you don't understand anything, or is it that I am just not good enough?
It's a scary thoughts.
Sudden realization, for everything that I do, I am merely just a crappy second hand. Will there be no place for me? For times like this I just want to sleep my day away.
Mystery himself would surely slap me right now.
God, I am such a fool. Fight dammit, fight for it. Show the world. Remember how you believed so fiercely that if you try you can do anything.
You can do anything if you put your mind to it, it's been difficult yea. But I can't quit now.
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