I guess I should say it's because of my lack of ability to find a relationship. It's been over 21 years, yet I still can't quite make that first step. It's an amusing yet sad situation; despite my qualifications, no one is willing to try me. It's an awful feeling really, sitting here alone at my computer desk yet again.
What is there for me in the future?
It's almost been two years, I am so tired of trying and trying. Sometimes I almost feel like it's personal. I don't know how much longer can I stand being like this...
Do you recall believing that being alone in the world is what you wished for? It's a scary thing isn't it? Being alone.
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